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Gonna be someone's fiancee in a few weeks and it scares the hell outta me. Orang kata masa bertunang ni laaaa lagi banyak dugaan. Masalahnya belum apa - apa lagi dah mula rasa perasaan bukan - bukan hmm
One thing for sure is that my PMS is getting worse the last few months. ESPECIALLY LAST MONTH. We fought almost everyday about trivial matters and I felt unsure about the whole thing. I was thinking too much. I don't wanna he to regret this later. That he didn't really enjoy his youth because he tied the knot too early. I asked him every time we fought;
"Are you sure you wanted to marry me
"Are you sure you're up for this big responsibilities?"
"Are you sure that you won't regret this later?"
And his answers every time makes me believe he is, indeed, the one. :')
Well, he just need to convince me once in awhile that he really wanted this. That he wouldn't regret his decision marrying a psycho like me. :p
One thing for sure is that my PMS is getting worse the last few months. ESPECIALLY LAST MONTH. We fought almost everyday about trivial matters and I felt unsure about the whole thing. I was thinking too much. I don't wanna he to regret this later. That he didn't really enjoy his youth because he tied the knot too early. I asked him every time we fought;
"Are you sure you wanted to marry me
"Are you sure you're up for this big responsibilities?"
"Are you sure that you won't regret this later?"
And his answers every time makes me believe he is, indeed, the one. :')
Well, he just need to convince me once in awhile that he really wanted this. That he wouldn't regret his decision marrying a psycho like me. :p
Ikutkan nak nikah je terus, but we need more time to save up some cash. Ah lets just hope everything will be just fine. We can only plan things, but He is the best planner after all.
Keep having faith. [3:54]
Keep having faith. [3:54]