PMS III

Okay. It hurts and idk why. Maybe this friendship thingy really affected me. 


It's okay. 
I'm trying my best not to take it personally.
I'll be okay soon.

Verily after each difficulties, there's a relief.

Maybe this is growing up;

Chill lah. Inikan perkara biasa dalam kehidupan. 


Kalau boleh dapat elit dalam pelajaran, why not tak boleh dapat elit dalam kehidupan? Sampai bila nak jadi bottom jeh dalam life? Tak remajalah macam tuh :)


Good night folks.

Whatever happens, happens;

People change. They end up having nothing to say to each other even though they were bestfriends a year before.


Fine. I'm facing the fact that we're not the same anymore.
I'm tired of pretending and faking smile.
I'm tired of crying every night.
It hurts so much.
So I'm done.


Sedih tgk orang depan mata berubah macam tuh.

cliché

Hey you;

It's 17th May.

Happy birthday.

May Allah bless

and may our friendship lasts forever.

=,=

Sayang kau lah gila <3

The old time;

*sigh*
I wish I can turn back the time.
I really miss these moments.

Dear kawan;

I'm so sorry. I know I hurt a lot of people. Thanks Aqila. You really open my eyes. Yahh, it is my fault. I know it now. Sorry, I don't what else I could say. I wish I can turn back time. I wish I didn't hurt your feeling. I wish I didn't turn out like this. I'm a jerk, so i'm sorry. Tell me what am I supposed to do now? And I do anything to have you as my best friend back. But I guess it's too late, am i? Yes, I cried. This friendship-thingy, it bother me a lot lately. I thought I'm the victim but actually, this thing started from myself. 

I don't what else I can say. It's me who have changed. Amaliena, Miera, Suhaila, Quraishah, Alia, Wana and you, Aqila. I'm sorry, I am so sorry.

I just miss you;

Yahh, I know things are different lately. Things change and we've been busy. But after I read what you've said in you blog, it's a bit harsh you know. I cried actually. After all, I can't put a blame on you. It is my fault too. I know I didn't make an effort to be around you. I did try but is was not good enough. For god sake, I want to tell you everything but I just didn't found a right time. And I afraid I annoy you with my silly love story. Then again, it was my fault. I over think. Things become socially awkward. I hate it when you're making that look. I hate whenever I smile at you and you didn't smile back. I hate it whenever I be around you and you seems like I annoyed, so much. 


I try to be like the old time but you always have things to do. I came look after you during recess but then, still, you have works to do. I feel like now you're ignoring me. We didn't talk much lately, do we? 


We used to share about everything, right?

I'm sorry. I know it's my fault. Can we go back like how we use to be? 'Cause right now, I really need you, Aqila.