Dear John;

Just finishing this novel. And omaigod, cerita dia sedih ! 

"Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be" 

- John tyree

I'm not sure I can do like what John had done for Savannah, I mean, he sold his father's coin collection just to save her husband's life. He just could let Tim died then he could end up together with her but no, he chose to save Tim because he loved her so much that he wanted to see her happy.  And she did. 

True love is not always meant together, kan ?

Cliche.

And now, dekat mana boleh aku download cerita nie ? >.<

Dreams:

Kenapa aku mimpi pelik pelik skg nie ? Nak uji aku ke? Haih.

Kehidupan di farmasi;

Apa perasaan anda jika anda bekerja di farmasi dan mengalami situasi seperti ini;


#SITUASI 1


Pekerja: K kak, semuanya Rm2.50.
Kak Senah: Takde diskaun ke dik ?
Pekerja: Yang nie dah diskaun dah kak. 

















#SITUASI 2


Makcik Peah: Dik, bg makcik kool pever. 
Pekerja: Okay, Rm5 cik.
Makcik Peah: [dgn nada tinggi] Weh mahalnya, makcik beli kat luar baru 4 inggit lebih.
Pekerja. Err, k. 
Makcik Peah: Ish, nah lah. *Lalu mencampakkan duitnya.
Pekerja: K.

#SITUASI 3


*Kedai dah tutup


Pkcik handsome: *Ketuk pintu
Pekerja terpaksa membuka balik pintu.
Pkcik handsome: Dah tutup eh dik ?
Pekerja: (Eh, tak lah, bukak lagi) A'ah, kita tutup pukul 10 cik.
Pkcik handsome: Oh, pkcik nak beli panadol haa.
Pekerja: (Oh, ingt ade emergency) K.

#SITUASI 4


Ali: Kak, saya nak beli ubat demam utk budak.
Pekerja: *Bangun dan pergi ke belakang dan mengambil ubat demam.
Pekerja: Ini je ke dik ?
Ali: Oh, ubat selsema utk budak jugak ada tak ?
Pekerja: *Bangun dan pergi ke belakang dan mengambil ubat demam.
Pekerja: Okay, ini ubat demam dgn selsema ...
Ali: Kak, satu lagi. Ubat blablabla .......
Pekerja: (Kau mmg suka tgk aku ulang-alik pergi belakang kan?)

#SITUASI 5


Pekerja check tekanan darah Makcik Mok.
Pekerja: Cik, tekanan acik nie tinggi nie, dah smpai ..
Makcik Mok: Ish, biar betul mesin kau nie. Haih, mesin kau salah nie.
Pekerja: K. 

















#SITUASI 6


Pekerja: Ye cik ? *senyum lebar semangat nak kerja
Pakcik Abu: Eh, kamu baru eh ? Orang lama mana ?
Pekerja: Ada kat belakang. Apa yang saya boleh bantu cik ? *senyum lagi
Pakcik: Panggil lah diorang, kamu tak tahu kot ubat pkcik.
Pekerja: K. (saya memang baru kerja sehari)

#SITUASI 7


Pekerja dah pakat pakat nak cakap kat boss nak benti kerja.
Boss: Senah, tawaran matrix ke asasi bulan bila eh ?
Pekerja: Bulan 9 kot.
Boss: haa, eloklah tuh, lama lagilah awak kerja sini. So awak kene kerja betul betul tahu.
Pekerja: K.

K. Takpe, kita buat muka poker face je nak dealing dgn mkcik mkcik pkcik pkcik nie.

Memoirs;

Memories last forever :)

SEKOLAH;

You know what I miss about school? Studying in the class. Hahah, seriously I miss making my notes, doing my add maths, chemistry and everything. The only thing that could make my mind busy is studying. Weird ? Jyeahh, aku mmg pelik pun. Lol.

I'm thinking about quitting my job. Penatlah kerja situ, gaji pun bukan byk. Tunggulah lepas dapat result nanti kot. Eh dah, tanak cerita pasal result. -,- 

Wishlist;

I want my old self back.

Pathetic;

When you burst out crying alone in your room, and you realize that no one truly knows how unhappy you are because you don't know how to explain what's going on and no one's able to listen either.


I'm sorry I'm so difficult. 
I really am sorry.

Still going strong, baby;

8months, syg. We have been together for 8months. :)
Remember the time when we used to call each other's name, or the time we used to have stupid fights everyday. You made my days back then. Stay with me when everyone was leaving and never gave up on me. Thanks bie. Thanks for the patience and the faith you have in me. We are still going strong, in 7 years, insyaAllah. :)

Iloveyou with all my heart <3

p/s and thanks for the ferrero roche ! :D

Note for you;

Because we're girls

We get mad over the smallest reasons. We overanalyze everything. We feel a sense of jealousy when we see you talking to someone who has more to offer. We get sad at the thought of ever losing you. We start pointless arguments and fights, just to see if you care enough to stick around. We often say things we later regret. We want to know you care as much as we do. It’s because we’re girls, and we need to be reassured from time to time.

The reasons we were ending up not okay these past few days are because I'm a girl and I think a lot.

Fighting with the devils;

Ya Allah,

Help me change.

Help me change.

Help me change.

Because I do not want to be like this anymore, my Lord. 

And I cannot change without your help.

Please help my helpless soul. 

Hold me upright. 

Get me through this. 

Please.

SOS;

Please, I really need a help right now. I'm already addicted to this shit.

Haih, you're better than this Syaff.

Blablabla;

I'm tired of being alone. When I talk about being alone, I don't mean my relationship status necessarily. I mean, in my family, in my friendships. It's been way too long since I've felt like I have people to rely on. People say they feel lonely but they're not alone. Well I feel lonely and I am alone. I just wish I had someone, one person that I could rely on.

Penatlahh. Baru nak rasa okay dah terlanggar sket, habis jatuh berderai balik.