Yes baby, It's still going strong;

Haa, ini kawan baik saya. Saya kenal dia since sekolah rendah lagi tau tau.

Yes Aqila Aliya. It's been almost 10 years. Lama gilewww dowhhh. Hahah I am glad to I know that I still have you. I'm sorry for everything. Yes, at first aku macam terasa hati jugak lah kau macam dah nak berubah semua. Changing for good. I'm afraid you'll forget me or you don't wanna be friends with me anymore. Tapi sekarang saya yakin dgn friendship kita dan saya gembira awak dah macam nie. Infact, I'm proud of you baby <3 Bukan semua orang boleh berubah macam awak buat. 

and no matter what, I'll always gonna support you in everything you do. I'm gonna be there for you k ? Sayang awakx ketat ketat 

:)

Flashback;

Yeahh, aku rindu gila moments dulu.

Lasting Relationship ♥ ;

Yeahh. Everyone wants it. And me, honestly, I want us to last. I just don’t want to have a great couple of months with you and then it’s over, I don’t want to experience the feelings of being lost and hurt all over again. I just wanna be with you all the time. No matter what happens, no matter what challenges, or how hard our situation is, we”ll keep fighting for our love. 

almost 7 months <3

New Chapter;

Yeah. Goodbye 2011. I'm moving on. No more hurts. No more wallowing in self-pity. I've really learnt my lesson. I apology for everything and I forgive everyone. No hard feelings.
I just wanna be happy back again.

Destiny;

Well, UTP is great but I don't think engineering is my field.

Anyway, I think it went well.

:)

Bridesmaid;

When I met you just now, I suddenly miss you.
I miss having a long chat with you.
I miss every morning, we went to school together.
Hanging up with you
Gossiping with you
Sharing stories with you
Hearing stories about your crushes
Laughing like HELL together 
Wtw with you and we kept cursing towards each other
I miss everything, everything we used to do.


I know that now you've changed, for good.
And I'm glad that you have a real friends now.
But I feel that we have a huge gap,
and I know you feel the same thing.


It just, I miss the old you
The old us.

Bitches;

Well, I guess everyone has their own life kan?

I'm backing off.

Have fun girls. 

:)

MIA;

Kalau tiba tiba rasa aku hilang untuk beberapa minggu nie, jangan tanya kenapa. Aku just dah fed up nak menghadap perangai 'kawan' or 'BFF' yang macam ... I don't know, err yang mcm bangsat? LOL.


I've told you, BFF is just a meaningless figure of speech.
Nahh, I'm okay.
:)

Damn;

Kenapa aku tak boleh nak laung merdeka lagi?

Damn, last paper.

-,-

Wander back to last year;

Jyeahh, this time last year, everything was sooooo different.
I was in a relationship with Syed Falah.
I worked at Pizza Hut.
I had a boy best friend.
I was surrounded with aLOT of friends
I had a very best girl-friends
I excited with my senior year.
and I was stronger.


Well, things changed.
Cliche. 

A loner Heaven;

It's not like I don't trust anyone anymore

I just it's okay if I have no close friends

I don't care if I'm all alone

Because that's life

You'll always end up alone

So biarlah, biar je 

I'm giving up

I have my comfortable distance now

This is what we call growing up

So grow up, Syaff.

4 months and still counting;

I love you and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other. <3

Sitigabelas;

Korang mmg awesome.

Sayang korang lah. 

Thanks, 7 bulan aku kat hostel mmg cool.

Adlina si KD yang kuat meraba

Amira si kaki panjang

Tia yang suka menyanyi

Paan si gemokkk

Nana si mulut puaka

Mimie yang gila SRK

Aida si gelabah

Eyka si pelat

Nopa yang gilaa

Wana si pemakan tulang

Kak Umie si kuat bebel

Thankyousomuch :')

7 months of bittersweet moments 

Untuk kau;

Well yeahh. Aku speechless. Hahah aku ingat kau tak kisah dah pasal aku but you still did.

Thanks wehh, aku terharu.

Yeahh, sememangnya aku sedih kita end up macam nie. Tiap kali kite lepak, kau borak dgn budak lain tapi kau ignore aku, serious rasa nak bom kau. Aku taktau kenapa kau mcm tuh, aku tahu dulu aku ada buat salah. Aku mintak maaf weh, aku bukan lupakan kau ke ape masa kita mula mula masuk hostel tuh. Aku jadi tak happy bila kita macam nie. Yes, aku hmpir give up nak face kau tiap hari smpai aku rasa nak kua asrama. Tapi bila fikir balik, aku sayang nak keluar dari thirteen tuh.Kali nie aku keluar sebab aku nak lebih fokus utk SPM. Bukan sebab sesiapa dah. Aku try nak move on, tgk kau dah ada life sendiri, happy dgn kawan kawan kau, aku jadi sedih. Aku rindu kita yg dulu, rindu zaman jadi outsiders dulu. Aku bukan tanak spill, share story dgn kau tapi aku takut kau rimas dgn aku.Aku takut kau bosan dgn cerita aku. Aku tgk kau pun ada benda lain nak fikir jadi aku tanak kacau kau. Aku rindu nak lepak dgn kau. Rindu nak gelak gelak sesama dulu. Rindu nak rehat sesama. Entahlah. Aku rindu kau kot, rindu dgn outsiders. Rasa macam semua orang dah ada life sendiri kan? Haih, aku harap kita bole macam dulu lagi. Sorry weh, sorry for everything. Aku mintak maaf sgt sgt kat kau. Dan thanks, sebab kau still care. Good luck, aku tahu kau pun boleh score nanti. Harap kita sama sama naik pentas tahun depan. :)

Kita tetap kawan sampai mati kan?

It doesn't matter;

Tak kisah lah kau nombor berapa, atas ke bawah. 

Yang penting aku sayang kau dan 
aku tanak hilang kau.

Susah sgt nak faham?

Tolonglah jangan pertikaikan benda
 remeh macam nie.

Kita bukan budak budak lagi.

Penat lah nak kena macam nie selalu.

=,="

Gay sayang;

Sorry, aku tak bagitahu kau aku balik, actually aku tacing dgn kau. Aku tgh marah kau nie sebab aku rasa kau dah byk berubah. Aku terasa macam dah nak hilang kau. Just because of the boys, kau jadi macam nie. Kenapa gay? Tak cukup ke support dari kawan kawan kau? Kau stress, byk benda kau bole buat. Smoking is not one of the solutions. You know how much I hate smokers kan? Aku sayang kau, aku tanak kau makin mcm nie, aku terasa macam aku nie takde guna kawan dgn kau, sebab aku tak boleh nak hilangkan sedih kau. Aku cuba faham keadaan kau. Yes, gay. Aku faham keadaan kau. I've been through it too. Bukan kau sorang byk kontroversi tahun nie. I have it too, in fact I think my life is much more miserable than you. Tapi aku decided utk move on, get stronger and just live my life. Sebab aku tahu aku ada kau, aku ada Miera, aku ada Aqila, aku ada orang yang sayang aku. Aku tahu aku ada Dia, yang maha besar kat atas tuh. Dan dan kau tahukan, I'm not going anywhere. Kau bole je dtg kat aku, anytime.


C'mon Amaa, kau bukan macam nie kan dulu, kau dulu happy je kan? Mana Amaa yang happy-go-lucky aku yang dulu? Mana gay aku yang gila gila tuh? Tolong jgn cakap aku hilang dia, sebab aku tak snggup nak face benda tuh. Sekarang nie, kita tinggal tiga bulan je amaa. Boleh tak kita ketepikan dulu semua masalah kita dan kita focus utk satu benda dulu? Tak mati pun kan kau takde boyfriend? Lagi senang kau nak belajar nati. Kau kan supermel yang hot, ramai lagi superman yang kat luar sana tunggu kau. Kau ada kawan kawan kau kan, mereka semua sayang kau. Aku, Miera, semua syg kau. Wong pun kata dia sayang kau. Aku tanak kau macam nie. Aku nak kita sama sama happy masa bulan tiga tahun depan. 


Supermel aku kuat kan? 
Please whoever yang dah rasuk gay aku, pulangkan dia balik.

P/s maaf aku tulis panjang lebar macam nie. ILY gay, all the best utk trial.

P/s/s  kau buat macam mana pun, kau tetap gay aku. takan ku ceraikan dikau. hahah :)

Iloveyousomuch gay :')

The wars;

The war is about to begin

Good luck soldiers.

Trial SPM

15th August - 6th September

:)

I can't imagine how my life would be if you're not around.

Thanks for always be there for me.

In eight years, insyaAllah :)

I'm moving on;

Haih, aku tahu aku dah buat silap. I'm screwed up. Maaf, aku mintak maaf pasal tuh. Tapi kau tak perlu nak hukum aku sampai macam nie weh. Kau buat aku rasa pathetic gila, sampai aku dah tak rasa happy nak tinggal kat asrama tuh.

I'm giving up. Aku dah cuba nak baik balik dgn kau but it wasn't good enough kan? Mungkin lebih baik aku duduk sorang sorang dekat rumah dari aku duduk ramai ramai kat asrama tapi masih rasa kosong.

I'm sick of pretending anymore. You chose this, I'm moving on.

I know things gonna be okay, soon;

It's been almost a year kan?
I didn't expect that you gonna come and talk to me like that
but I'm glad you did
I really miss us.
and I'm know things gonna be okay soon.
It's just a matter of time. :)

Regretting;

Kalau aku tahu, aku takan masuk sekolah nie.

Seriously.

*sigh*

This is what we called growing up;

If you can't laugh at the same jokes,

why you keep being sad because of the same things?

Chill, this is what we call growing up.

Reality bites and truth hurts

But the lesson I got in the end

have made me stronger now.

Laugh, because it's easier that way. :)

The Wedding ♥

Farid ♥ Izany

Things went well.

Congrates abang. :)

May Allah bless both of you.

Best of luck.

I'm officially yours;

Iloveyou.

19th of June ♥

School hols;

*MALAS

Seriously,

this school holidays is just as same as before

sitting at home, alone

woke up at noon

morning shower at 5pm

online

eat

watching tv

tumblr

Tidooo -,-

Bila kau nak sedar yang tahun nie kau nak SPM syafira?

Timeless moments;

How I wish all of these were just a dream. 

I miss those stupid conversations with you, the one which always make me laugh. 

I miss those bittersweet moments with you, the moments that we laugh and cry together.

I hate how everything is changed now.

It's funny that we're not starting conversation anymore.

I hate the fact that I'm already losing you.

You and you and you too.

We tend to care for something that is already gone.

Promises are made to be broken.

We're all growing up.

Maybe this is just a part of the journey.

Maybe there's a reason for everything that has happened. 

Azmie Johari;

There's something I gotta say to you
but I'm so afraid of what you'll do
I'll just admit this to you now
That I'm stuck on glue on you somehow
Don't want to feel so cold inside
I want to feel the warmth that I feel with you, all the time
surrounding me just like the wind
cause you're the one who makes me see
help me find myself, like how I found you
I need you so we can live happily too
I just want you. <3

I just love how we can talk for hours and holding hands together.

You're my best friend.

Nothing can change that :)

PMS III

Okay. It hurts and idk why. Maybe this friendship thingy really affected me. 


It's okay. 
I'm trying my best not to take it personally.
I'll be okay soon.

Verily after each difficulties, there's a relief.

Maybe this is growing up;

Chill lah. Inikan perkara biasa dalam kehidupan. 


Kalau boleh dapat elit dalam pelajaran, why not tak boleh dapat elit dalam kehidupan? Sampai bila nak jadi bottom jeh dalam life? Tak remajalah macam tuh :)


Good night folks.

Whatever happens, happens;

People change. They end up having nothing to say to each other even though they were bestfriends a year before.


Fine. I'm facing the fact that we're not the same anymore.
I'm tired of pretending and faking smile.
I'm tired of crying every night.
It hurts so much.
So I'm done.


Sedih tgk orang depan mata berubah macam tuh.

cliché

Hey you;

It's 17th May.

Happy birthday.

May Allah bless

and may our friendship lasts forever.

=,=

Sayang kau lah gila <3

The old time;

*sigh*
I wish I can turn back the time.
I really miss these moments.

Dear kawan;

I'm so sorry. I know I hurt a lot of people. Thanks Aqila. You really open my eyes. Yahh, it is my fault. I know it now. Sorry, I don't what else I could say. I wish I can turn back time. I wish I didn't hurt your feeling. I wish I didn't turn out like this. I'm a jerk, so i'm sorry. Tell me what am I supposed to do now? And I do anything to have you as my best friend back. But I guess it's too late, am i? Yes, I cried. This friendship-thingy, it bother me a lot lately. I thought I'm the victim but actually, this thing started from myself. 

I don't what else I can say. It's me who have changed. Amaliena, Miera, Suhaila, Quraishah, Alia, Wana and you, Aqila. I'm sorry, I am so sorry.

I just miss you;

Yahh, I know things are different lately. Things change and we've been busy. But after I read what you've said in you blog, it's a bit harsh you know. I cried actually. After all, I can't put a blame on you. It is my fault too. I know I didn't make an effort to be around you. I did try but is was not good enough. For god sake, I want to tell you everything but I just didn't found a right time. And I afraid I annoy you with my silly love story. Then again, it was my fault. I over think. Things become socially awkward. I hate it when you're making that look. I hate whenever I smile at you and you didn't smile back. I hate it whenever I be around you and you seems like I annoyed, so much. 


I try to be like the old time but you always have things to do. I came look after you during recess but then, still, you have works to do. I feel like now you're ignoring me. We didn't talk much lately, do we? 


We used to share about everything, right?

I'm sorry. I know it's my fault. Can we go back like how we use to be? 'Cause right now, I really need you, Aqila. 

Dear kawan;

I know sometimes we fuss and fight
I know sometimes things don't go right
I know sometimes I frustrate you
and I know sometimes you get me mad
I know tomorrow you wanna be here with me
but no matter what you'll always have a key to my heart.


Aku sayang kau, kawan. :)

Oh well;

It's a good end. Thanks. Thank you so much.
I'll be waiting for you, kawan. :)

Undefined;

You have 1001 things going through your mind and it's really bothering you. You wanna tell someone but you know, no one would listen. Everyone is having their own problems and you afraid you'll annoy them. You don't know what else you can do but just lying in your bed and cry till you fall asleep.


That is happening to me right now.


Abaikanlah perasaan bodoh kau tuh syafira.

Watefak;

I don't know why when every time I start to feel a thing, something inside me just shut down. Like I don't know  what to feel anymore.


It's a circle
a mean cycle


Tolong buang hati nie jauh jauh boleh? Susah lah asik nak terasa dgn semua benda. 

I'm seeing a double vision;

Fine, tak sampai seminggu aku dah online. Yahhh aku tahu, Syafira kalau tak online sehari memang tak boleh. Yadda yadda yadda, cut the craps.

I have a question here, when we are having a relationship, is that make your boyf / girlf more important than your friends?

Nahh, it just a random questions. Tak tak, bukan untuk siapa siapa. I'm just wondering, kau baru kenal boyf / girlf kau tak sampai pun tiga bulan pun. Wajar ke kau utamakan dia lebih dari kawan kau yang kau dah kenal lebih dari tiga tahun? Aku tahulah kau sayang dia gila babeng tapi wajar eh kau kena jaga hati dia lebih dari kau kena jaga hati kawan kau? Oh lupa, hati aku tak penting, hati dia lagi penting.

Takk, wa tak kisah pun tapi wa touching sikit ah. Dulu pun lu buat perangai sama. Tak. takpe takpe, benda kecik je. Abaikan.

Yadda yadda yadda;

Okay, sumpah sebenarnya wa tak tahu nak tulis apa. Too much to think, too much to feel. So, I'm just gonna post a random picture here;

Tadaaa! Hot kan kami. Time kawad kaki hari tuhhhhh. 

Kadet Pertahanan Awam memang cool gila babeng lah wa cakap lu. Even tak dapat number satu wa tetap bangga ah dgn KPA sebab budak budak KPA semua awesome gila.

Okay, tamat sudah riwayat wa. Wa mahu masuk tidur sebab esok wa nak pergi library. Dan wa tanak online seminggu sebab wa ada exam, so wish me good luck. Wa busy nak mampus mampus bulan nie. Dadai.

p/s I'm still trying to be a better person. 

I'm not gonna say it to you, not now, not after I tried so hard to get over you;

I've moved on and that's it.
I'm happy with him and I'm sure you're happy with her too.




Saya suka rapat dgn awak just sebagai kawan karib, tak lebih dan tak kurang. :)


p/s It's brotherly-love

What's bff?

Idk why but I feel like everyone has changed now.
I've already lost two best friends.
From a cheerful bitch to heartless.
From a friend that I share every secrets and now we're barely talk.
Am I gonna lose another one? 
From a cool girl to a sarcastic bitch who doesn't know how to feel anymore.
What's next? 
Am i gonna lose you and you and you too?
Are you gonna back stab me like he did to her?
Are you gonna be heartless too?
And are you gonna hate me like you hate her?


Yeahh, I can't judge. I'm not in their shoes. I don't know how they feel. Yahh, you're right.
Idk, I just afraid.
Please don't change.

When we hurts too badly,

something inside us just shut down.

Seventeen is just a number;

Wahhh, I'm barely seventeen.

What do I want for this birthday?

Nahhh, I don't wanna such things.

I just wanna be happy

and I just wanna enjoy my senior year. :)

Happy seventeen Farah Syafira.

You've grown up.

Where are you?

Okay, aku tak tahu kenapa rasa macam cacing kepanasan nie.
Aku risau Azmie yang tiba tiba hilang atau sebab dia tak text aku lagi?








Abaikan Syafira, abaikan.  

Am I gonna repeat my same mistake again?

Yes, you are! And that's it. Syafira never learn her lesson.
Tahniah untuk kau. -.-"

No, I don't wanna things to end. I wanna stay like this - forever.
Please, don't change.
Aku sayang kau, kawan baik.

What a lovely day;

Dengan 50% homework aku dah siap, project current yang dah bersentuh, dengan cuaca angin sepoi sepoi bahasa, dapat hang dgn Wana Qila dan Amaa, dapat jumpa Kak Wanie yang dah berabad menyepi, dapat jumpa Zaki, dengan ada beruk peneman aku. Hidup memang indah! :D

With you by my side,

I'll be okay then.

:)

Another moments to remember. 

Only if you knew;

If you only knew
I'm hanging by a thread, the web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you
I still hold onto the letters you returned
You helped me live and learn
It's 4:03, and I can't sleep
Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me


The only thing that I still believe in is you
Believe in is you, I still believe in you, oh
If you only knew

Shinedown's Only If You Knew

satu dua tiga;

Macam mana nak cakap dekat kawan kawan kita yang kita sayang mereka sangat sangat?


Kawan kawan,
Saya sayang anda semua!
Maaf kalau saya ada buat anda sakit hati.
Jangan tinggalkan saya sorang sorang eh?


Macam tuh, boleh tak?








Abaikan lagi.

Seriously, I'm over him. He's my very close friend and that's it.

Okay, ini general;

Pelik kan? Asal cepat sangat kita nak sayang dekat orang? Tak kenal hati budi, dah nak over over. Then bila dia dump kau, barulah nak benci lah, nak fuck sana, nak fuck sini. Masing masing dah besar lah, dah boleh fikir mana salah, mana yang tak. Sebelum nie, haa, memang dia lah the one, dia lah everything, tapi sekarang dia jadi sasaran carut pulak ye? Yes, dia teruk. So get over him. Tahulah susah tapi kau kena cuba jugak. Sebab tuh agaknya mak aku cakap kalau nak sayang orang, jangan bagi 100% hati kita kat dia, nanti in the end kita jugak yg miserable. Haihzz.


Tak, ini untuk diri sendiri.

Tak semua kau rencana kan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Lebih baik kau kulupa saja

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu

Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku

Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

- Yuna, penakut

Yes, aku penakut. I couldn't bare to lose you.
This is not about love, this is about friendship and brotherly-love.

Forgive me;

Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you


Sorry, I am so sorry. Salah aku. Aku tak patut masuk campur. I should just sit there and listen. It's my fault. Idiotic Syafira. Now, everything's screwed up. Aku tak tahu macam mana nak jadi macam dulu. Life's so cruel, isn't it? Kau kisah macam mana pun pasal orang, kau kana end up jadi pathetic sorang sorang. Takpelah, aku dah biasa jadi second choice. Salah aku jugak. 


Abaikan.

I'm not strong enough for this;

Aku rasa makin jauh dgn kawan kawan lama aku 

dan makin susah nak dekat dengan kawan kawan baru aku.

Kenapa eh?

Aku kisah pasal orang, tapi orang tak pernah kisah pasal aku.

Hidup mmg mcm tuh ke?

Mana Syaf yg heartless dulu dah hilang?

Haihzzz;

"I just can't put the blame on me cause you know if the person doesn't have any boyfriend , her best - boy-friend will be the boy she-loved the-most , automatically she will affected when she knows he has someone else ."


I found this in one of the blogs I followed. Sorry eh, aku copycat ayat kau. hikhik. 


I'm accepting the fact that me and him are gonna be just friends.
Dia tgh happy, aku patut rasa happy jugak kan?
Tak, aku bukan suka dia, ini semua bukan crush.
Ini semua sebab dia the only kawan lelaki aku yang rapat.
This isn't about love , this is so called friendship and brotherly - loved.
I'll be okay.
I promise.

Life as a form 5 student;

Gahh, it's been a busy week for me. Dgn handphone kena rampas, hati berkecai-kecai kena tembak dgn senapang gajah, result exam yang langsung tidak membanggakan, homework yang berlambak-lambak, PMS again and again, other people's shit, cikgu yang menopause tiap-tiap hari,  jawatan yang memenatkan dan pergi sekolah tujuh hari seminggu. Fuhh, memang awesome gila.


Please, I just need a fucking rest to refresh my mind. It's been a week of hell.

:)

Best friend forever, will you? :)

And hopes going up again;

Tolong, sila, please give me a way to get over him if every fuckin' day I get to see him, talk to him, joking around with him and he keeps being such a sweet guy with me. -.-"

I'm hopeless.

I'm moving on;

What if he is your prince charming
but you're not his Cinderella? 


It's okay. This time, I'll try harder to get over you. I'm not a part of this story.
I'll be happy for you kawan  :)

IHATEYOUFREAK;

AKU PATHETIC GILA SEBAB AKU ONLINE SMPAI TENGAH MALAM JUST NAK TGGU KAU TEGO AKU DEKAT IM.
TAPI KAU TAK TEGO PUN SEBAB KAU TAK PERASAN AKU.
FOREVER ALONE. :'(


MANA KAU MENGHILANG GILA?

p/s maaf, emosional sikit malam nie. xD

It's okay :)

I'm hurting even more.
I just want you to be happy even though this thing is killing me inside.
I don't wanna see you hurts anymore.
So it's okay..
I'm back in reality.
We're friends and I'm not supposed to have this feelings.
My bad, you're too sweet.
If you need me, I'll be there for you.


Maybe the best way to be close with you is just being a friend. Liking someone doesn't mean you have to be a lovers. Sometimes you just have to be friends. :)


Ily kawan. 

IDGAF baby;

HAHAHAHAHA!


Seriously, you're funny man!
I never thought you can be that funny.
You never learn your lesson, do you?
What do you expect me to do?
Forget everything so that we can be like we used to be?
Gahh, you got the wrong girl man.
Do you think asking all your friends to add me in facebook,
asking them to flirt with me,
make them asking my number
will make me look like a b*tch?
Dude, you need to do better than that.
I'm not that stupid lahh man.
Now what?
You mad at me?
Remove me from your friend list?
Why don't you just block me?
Please, grow up.
We're not a kid anymore.
You're seventeen man, 17.


Now, what you gonna do?
Tell all your friends that imma b*tch?
Let them know how cruel I am?
How b*tchy I am?
Is that will make you satisfy?
Then go ahead.
IDGAF man.
My friends know me well.
And I know myself.


Go ahead Syad Falah, do anything that can make you happy.
But talking shit about me, what the hell will make you?

2 months with nothing;

Haihh -.-"

Sia sia doh dua bulan cuti sekolah aku.

Dapat apa jeh?

Hilang kawan lagi ada.

Duit pun terbang melayang layang jeh.

Emosi terganggu.

For nothing.

Sweet memories?

None.

Rasa rugi tak Syaf?

Padan muka kau.

Tak kenal luar dalam dah pepandai nak cakap yes.

Akibat lah tuh.

Next time guna otak nak pikir.

Apa fungsi otak kau tuh kalau tak guna.

Kau bazirkan duit, emosi, tenaga kau;

Just for nothing.

Apa yang kau dapat?

None, syaf. 

Nothing.

So, tahniah utk kau.

Kerana jadi bodoh yang teramat sangat.

Three weeks and you just said yes.

Nasi dah jadi bubur dah pun. Learn from your mistakes, dummy.

5current1 ♥

Semalam bergambar sakan macam nak cuti sebulan jeh. 

Padahal seminggu jeh kot cuti. 

xD

Seronoklah sia semalam. 

Another moments to remember :)

oh my gosh,

I'll be fine as long as he stays single.

I'm screwed. I am so obsessed. -.-

A new chapter ;

"Apa kata mulai sekarang kau buat cara kau je.

Apa orang nak cakap pi lantak same diorang.

Kau buat tak reti jeh.

Memang cara nie buat orang benci kau,

tapi caye cakap aku.

Kau akan rasa lebih lega.

Inilah cara aku buat selama nie dan aku happy."

-Syuk

No boys should be worth your teenage years. :)

Okay, aku dah lega. Aku dah dapat konklusinya. I'm moving on baby. Gonna leave all those things that shouldn't be my problem from the first place. Chillex. No more gloomy days. I'm happy now.

Thanks Syuk, Paan, Wana, Najwa, Qila. Korang the best.

p/s Wana dera aku mengayuh basikal dari panchor, smpai complex, sehingga ke ampangan kemudian berpatah balik ke taman bukti untuk ke kg sentosa dan akhirnya berhenti makan di Ijan. Tahniah lah wana. Memang kaki aku sakit nak mati lah skg.