I just miss you;

Yahh, I know things are different lately. Things change and we've been busy. But after I read what you've said in you blog, it's a bit harsh you know. I cried actually. After all, I can't put a blame on you. It is my fault too. I know I didn't make an effort to be around you. I did try but is was not good enough. For god sake, I want to tell you everything but I just didn't found a right time. And I afraid I annoy you with my silly love story. Then again, it was my fault. I over think. Things become socially awkward. I hate it when you're making that look. I hate whenever I smile at you and you didn't smile back. I hate it whenever I be around you and you seems like I annoyed, so much. 


I try to be like the old time but you always have things to do. I came look after you during recess but then, still, you have works to do. I feel like now you're ignoring me. We didn't talk much lately, do we? 


We used to share about everything, right?

I'm sorry. I know it's my fault. Can we go back like how we use to be? 'Cause right now, I really need you, Aqila.