I'M ENGAGED!

We are officially engaged! 

Lol actually I was quite busy a few weeks before the kenduri. I even forgot about it until a week before the date. hahahah masa tulah baru kelam kabut nak cari barang hantaran and stuff.  So yeah, I took only a week to prepare everything; the engagement gifts, my veil, flower crown and hand bouquet. We only have a small budget for this engagement so I decided to do everything DIY. It was really super jimat because it only cost me 50 bucks to prepare everything1!! *super excited* 

So here are my DIY gifts :>

My first DIY hand bouquet :p

I told my mum I wanted this engagement to be simple. So there was no dais, just like an old, traditional way hehehe. 

I had no proper photo for my ootd (T.T) but there you go. DIY flower crown, shawl + veil, and my engagement dress / baju raya lol. 

Oh, if you guys are looking for a high quality chiffon to make a DIY shawl, you can find it at TEWAH. I bought a 1-metre chiffon 55' for only 12 bucks! Good quality lah sebab tak jarang but it is easily crumpled. But I love it sebab senang gila nak bentuk huhu

:>

Andddd that's us, finally got a decent shot.

Alhamdulillah, everything went well. In 362 days, I'll be your forever Azmi. ;)

8.8.2015

A new phase?

cincin merisik :p

Gonna be someone's fiancee in a few weeks and it scares the hell outta me. Orang kata masa bertunang ni laaaa lagi banyak dugaan. Masalahnya belum apa - apa lagi dah mula rasa perasaan bukan - bukan hmm

One thing for sure is that my PMS is getting worse the last few months. ESPECIALLY LAST MONTH. We fought almost everyday about trivial matters and I felt unsure about the whole thing. I was thinking too much. I don't wanna he to regret this later. That he didn't really enjoy his youth because he tied the knot too early. I asked him every time we fought; 

"Are you sure you wanted to marry me
"Are you sure you're up for this big responsibilities?"
"Are you sure that you won't regret this later?"

And his answers every time makes me believe he is, indeed, the one. :')

Well, he just need to convince me once in awhile that he really wanted this. That he wouldn't regret his decision marrying a psycho like me. :p

Ikutkan nak nikah je terus, but we need more time to save up some cash. Ah lets just hope everything will be just fine. We can only plan things, but He is the best planner after all. 

Keep having faith. [3:54]