Dear kawan;

I know sometimes we fuss and fight
I know sometimes things don't go right
I know sometimes I frustrate you
and I know sometimes you get me mad
I know tomorrow you wanna be here with me
but no matter what you'll always have a key to my heart.


Aku sayang kau, kawan. :)

Oh well;

It's a good end. Thanks. Thank you so much.
I'll be waiting for you, kawan. :)

Undefined;

You have 1001 things going through your mind and it's really bothering you. You wanna tell someone but you know, no one would listen. Everyone is having their own problems and you afraid you'll annoy them. You don't know what else you can do but just lying in your bed and cry till you fall asleep.


That is happening to me right now.


Abaikanlah perasaan bodoh kau tuh syafira.

Watefak;

I don't know why when every time I start to feel a thing, something inside me just shut down. Like I don't know  what to feel anymore.


It's a circle
a mean cycle


Tolong buang hati nie jauh jauh boleh? Susah lah asik nak terasa dgn semua benda. 

I'm seeing a double vision;

Fine, tak sampai seminggu aku dah online. Yahhh aku tahu, Syafira kalau tak online sehari memang tak boleh. Yadda yadda yadda, cut the craps.

I have a question here, when we are having a relationship, is that make your boyf / girlf more important than your friends?

Nahh, it just a random questions. Tak tak, bukan untuk siapa siapa. I'm just wondering, kau baru kenal boyf / girlf kau tak sampai pun tiga bulan pun. Wajar ke kau utamakan dia lebih dari kawan kau yang kau dah kenal lebih dari tiga tahun? Aku tahulah kau sayang dia gila babeng tapi wajar eh kau kena jaga hati dia lebih dari kau kena jaga hati kawan kau? Oh lupa, hati aku tak penting, hati dia lagi penting.

Takk, wa tak kisah pun tapi wa touching sikit ah. Dulu pun lu buat perangai sama. Tak. takpe takpe, benda kecik je. Abaikan.

Yadda yadda yadda;

Okay, sumpah sebenarnya wa tak tahu nak tulis apa. Too much to think, too much to feel. So, I'm just gonna post a random picture here;

Tadaaa! Hot kan kami. Time kawad kaki hari tuhhhhh. 

Kadet Pertahanan Awam memang cool gila babeng lah wa cakap lu. Even tak dapat number satu wa tetap bangga ah dgn KPA sebab budak budak KPA semua awesome gila.

Okay, tamat sudah riwayat wa. Wa mahu masuk tidur sebab esok wa nak pergi library. Dan wa tanak online seminggu sebab wa ada exam, so wish me good luck. Wa busy nak mampus mampus bulan nie. Dadai.

p/s I'm still trying to be a better person. 

I'm not gonna say it to you, not now, not after I tried so hard to get over you;

I've moved on and that's it.
I'm happy with him and I'm sure you're happy with her too.




Saya suka rapat dgn awak just sebagai kawan karib, tak lebih dan tak kurang. :)


p/s It's brotherly-love

What's bff?

Idk why but I feel like everyone has changed now.
I've already lost two best friends.
From a cheerful bitch to heartless.
From a friend that I share every secrets and now we're barely talk.
Am I gonna lose another one? 
From a cool girl to a sarcastic bitch who doesn't know how to feel anymore.
What's next? 
Am i gonna lose you and you and you too?
Are you gonna back stab me like he did to her?
Are you gonna be heartless too?
And are you gonna hate me like you hate her?


Yeahh, I can't judge. I'm not in their shoes. I don't know how they feel. Yahh, you're right.
Idk, I just afraid.
Please don't change.

When we hurts too badly,

something inside us just shut down.

Seventeen is just a number;

Wahhh, I'm barely seventeen.

What do I want for this birthday?

Nahhh, I don't wanna such things.

I just wanna be happy

and I just wanna enjoy my senior year. :)

Happy seventeen Farah Syafira.

You've grown up.

Where are you?

Okay, aku tak tahu kenapa rasa macam cacing kepanasan nie.
Aku risau Azmie yang tiba tiba hilang atau sebab dia tak text aku lagi?








Abaikan Syafira, abaikan.