Flashback;

Yeahh, aku rindu gila moments dulu.

Lasting Relationship ♥ ;

Yeahh. Everyone wants it. And me, honestly, I want us to last. I just don’t want to have a great couple of months with you and then it’s over, I don’t want to experience the feelings of being lost and hurt all over again. I just wanna be with you all the time. No matter what happens, no matter what challenges, or how hard our situation is, we”ll keep fighting for our love. 

almost 7 months <3

New Chapter;

Yeah. Goodbye 2011. I'm moving on. No more hurts. No more wallowing in self-pity. I've really learnt my lesson. I apology for everything and I forgive everyone. No hard feelings.
I just wanna be happy back again.

Destiny;

Well, UTP is great but I don't think engineering is my field.

Anyway, I think it went well.

:)

Bridesmaid;

When I met you just now, I suddenly miss you.
I miss having a long chat with you.
I miss every morning, we went to school together.
Hanging up with you
Gossiping with you
Sharing stories with you
Hearing stories about your crushes
Laughing like HELL together 
Wtw with you and we kept cursing towards each other
I miss everything, everything we used to do.


I know that now you've changed, for good.
And I'm glad that you have a real friends now.
But I feel that we have a huge gap,
and I know you feel the same thing.


It just, I miss the old you
The old us.

Bitches;

Well, I guess everyone has their own life kan?

I'm backing off.

Have fun girls. 

:)

MIA;

Kalau tiba tiba rasa aku hilang untuk beberapa minggu nie, jangan tanya kenapa. Aku just dah fed up nak menghadap perangai 'kawan' or 'BFF' yang macam ... I don't know, err yang mcm bangsat? LOL.


I've told you, BFF is just a meaningless figure of speech.
Nahh, I'm okay.
:)

Damn;

Kenapa aku tak boleh nak laung merdeka lagi?

Damn, last paper.

-,-

Wander back to last year;

Jyeahh, this time last year, everything was sooooo different.
I was in a relationship with Syed Falah.
I worked at Pizza Hut.
I had a boy best friend.
I was surrounded with aLOT of friends
I had a very best girl-friends
I excited with my senior year.
and I was stronger.


Well, things changed.
Cliche. 

A loner Heaven;

It's not like I don't trust anyone anymore

I just it's okay if I have no close friends

I don't care if I'm all alone

Because that's life

You'll always end up alone

So biarlah, biar je 

I'm giving up

I have my comfortable distance now

This is what we call growing up

So grow up, Syaff.