Destiny;

Well, UTP is great but I don't think engineering is my field.

Anyway, I think it went well.

:)

Bridesmaid;

When I met you just now, I suddenly miss you.
I miss having a long chat with you.
I miss every morning, we went to school together.
Hanging up with you
Gossiping with you
Sharing stories with you
Hearing stories about your crushes
Laughing like HELL together 
Wtw with you and we kept cursing towards each other
I miss everything, everything we used to do.


I know that now you've changed, for good.
And I'm glad that you have a real friends now.
But I feel that we have a huge gap,
and I know you feel the same thing.


It just, I miss the old you
The old us.

Bitches;

Well, I guess everyone has their own life kan?

I'm backing off.

Have fun girls. 

:)

MIA;

Kalau tiba tiba rasa aku hilang untuk beberapa minggu nie, jangan tanya kenapa. Aku just dah fed up nak menghadap perangai 'kawan' or 'BFF' yang macam ... I don't know, err yang mcm bangsat? LOL.


I've told you, BFF is just a meaningless figure of speech.
Nahh, I'm okay.
:)

Damn;

Kenapa aku tak boleh nak laung merdeka lagi?

Damn, last paper.

-,-

Wander back to last year;

Jyeahh, this time last year, everything was sooooo different.
I was in a relationship with Syed Falah.
I worked at Pizza Hut.
I had a boy best friend.
I was surrounded with aLOT of friends
I had a very best girl-friends
I excited with my senior year.
and I was stronger.


Well, things changed.
Cliche. 

A loner Heaven;

It's not like I don't trust anyone anymore

I just it's okay if I have no close friends

I don't care if I'm all alone

Because that's life

You'll always end up alone

So biarlah, biar je 

I'm giving up

I have my comfortable distance now

This is what we call growing up

So grow up, Syaff.

4 months and still counting;

I love you and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other. <3

Sitigabelas;

Korang mmg awesome.

Sayang korang lah. 

Thanks, 7 bulan aku kat hostel mmg cool.

Adlina si KD yang kuat meraba

Amira si kaki panjang

Tia yang suka menyanyi

Paan si gemokkk

Nana si mulut puaka

Mimie yang gila SRK

Aida si gelabah

Eyka si pelat

Nopa yang gilaa

Wana si pemakan tulang

Kak Umie si kuat bebel

Thankyousomuch :')

7 months of bittersweet moments 

Untuk kau;

Well yeahh. Aku speechless. Hahah aku ingat kau tak kisah dah pasal aku but you still did.

Thanks wehh, aku terharu.

Yeahh, sememangnya aku sedih kita end up macam nie. Tiap kali kite lepak, kau borak dgn budak lain tapi kau ignore aku, serious rasa nak bom kau. Aku taktau kenapa kau mcm tuh, aku tahu dulu aku ada buat salah. Aku mintak maaf weh, aku bukan lupakan kau ke ape masa kita mula mula masuk hostel tuh. Aku jadi tak happy bila kita macam nie. Yes, aku hmpir give up nak face kau tiap hari smpai aku rasa nak kua asrama. Tapi bila fikir balik, aku sayang nak keluar dari thirteen tuh.Kali nie aku keluar sebab aku nak lebih fokus utk SPM. Bukan sebab sesiapa dah. Aku try nak move on, tgk kau dah ada life sendiri, happy dgn kawan kawan kau, aku jadi sedih. Aku rindu kita yg dulu, rindu zaman jadi outsiders dulu. Aku bukan tanak spill, share story dgn kau tapi aku takut kau rimas dgn aku.Aku takut kau bosan dgn cerita aku. Aku tgk kau pun ada benda lain nak fikir jadi aku tanak kacau kau. Aku rindu nak lepak dgn kau. Rindu nak gelak gelak sesama dulu. Rindu nak rehat sesama. Entahlah. Aku rindu kau kot, rindu dgn outsiders. Rasa macam semua orang dah ada life sendiri kan? Haih, aku harap kita bole macam dulu lagi. Sorry weh, sorry for everything. Aku mintak maaf sgt sgt kat kau. Dan thanks, sebab kau still care. Good luck, aku tahu kau pun boleh score nanti. Harap kita sama sama naik pentas tahun depan. :)

Kita tetap kawan sampai mati kan?